Note: Deborah had a mini-consultation before starting the Bach course. She benefitted enormously from the combination.
I am writing to thank you for the profound effect that your prescription of Pine and Larch had on my life.
I can't emphasize enough how taking Bach flower essences changed me, and it was so simple, and so cheap, and with minimal time involvement. A million years and dollars spent on therapy would never have been able to do what those two little bottles did for me in the space of a few months. I am a different person than I was when I began taking Pine and Larch, as per your indications. I had thought that self-esteem was an optional, but I now see how I was paralyzed for almost 40 years because I didnāt believe I could do or be or offer anything of value.
Mostly, I didnāt believe that anyone could love me. Now, I expect that as my right as a person. My friends kept telling me, "but you're so beautiful, and so smart, and so this and that" and I just thought they didn't know the real me. I tried to believe those nice things that people said but I knew deeply that they were false, because I had been brought up to believe that I was bad.
I was also very misogynistic because my lack of self-esteem. I never thought those things could change, but I have shed my self-hatred and guilt like a snake sheds its skin, and it is thanks entirely to the Bach flower essences because I have not had any therapy or done anything differently.
Taking the Bach Flower Remedies Pine and Larch came at a critical time for me, when I was allowing myself to be gradually annihilated by an unscrupulous man who exploited my lack of self-esteem to control me and use me. I escaped from that relationship in the nick of time and now I am no longer a person who can be so easily manipulated.
I also prescribed Pine and Larch to my ex-husband, who is 48 and who has been struggling with guilt and self-esteem issues for his entire life. His results were possibly even more dramatic than mine, and he was much less disciplined about how he took the remedies. As he is a medical doctor, and a doubting Thomas, and a Virgo, he is not one to exaggerate the benefits of an alternative cure and anyway I saw the changes happening in his relationship with his family and with me.
I will be forever grateful to you for your suggestions and to the Universe for making sure that I got what I needed, when I needed it.
Thank you thank you thank you!
Beyond the Rainbow